a weird post

so i'm very contemplative effective today. i was part of a 51 person layoff at the hospital! so i suppose those gripe sessions i've had recently seemed to have taken care of themselves. so aside from shock that i'm actually dealing with quite well, i'm left with several decisions to make. one of them being that i still really want to finish school. what if this is a crossroads for me to make something like that happen. so for now i'm going to try and enjoy the 'free' time and really investigate my options, maybe even enjoy a little bit of summer with my boys.